Take It Back By Force!

There have been plenty of times when I questioned my faith during my trials and circumstances or questioned if what was happening to me the will of God. The feeling of being challenged, tempted, stressed, discouraged, deserted, and alone beyond one could bear. I kept asking the questions, WHY ME? One minute I’m standing, the next minute I’m falling, one minute I’m up, the next minute I’m down, WHY ME? Why it is that life keeps sending me such painful moments? Why is the enemy constantly attacking me? Why is my faith CONSTANTLY being tested? WHY ME?

I’ve been through valley’s, hurt by people who I thought was on my side, so- called “friends” and even family members tried to tarnish my character and attack my integrity, I was down and out, and so hopeless. Being out of my right mind with my life beginning to spin out of control, I felt that God hated me from all the things I’ve done (more wrong than right) in his mind, and from this I believed he had forsaken me. During these times (out of my right mind), I was fortunate enough to have parents and some family who had the FAITH strong and prevailing enough to intervene on my behalf.

You see, all those trials and circumstances that were thrown my way were for a purpose and reason, but I didn’t see it at the time because the enemy was so busy working overtime on me. The enemy wanted me to rely solely on myself rather than relying on the works and word of God. The enemy wanted me to give up and give in when the load became too heavy for me to bear rather than depending and leaning on my faith. I decided that I had to take back EVERYTHING the enemy (enemies) stole from me; my peace, happiness, joy, mind, and most importantly my faith.

I can finally say after 8 years of going to hell and back, I am now a stride closer to accepting my purpose in life. It feels good to be highly favored despite the odds that were up against me because I could have given it all up (I was very close) and been dead and gone, but I was favored. I now have the power to change everything in my life despite Satan still being in existence, but I will no longer let him try to destroy me or have control over me AGAIN. I will NO longer let the enemy claim his victory in my life. It feels good to say that I am able to now go on, not by my own power and strength but by His spirit. I had to let go in order to let God lead me where he wants me to be. He has a purpose that he see is fit for me, so all I can do now is continue to put my faith and trust in him while following the path he already had paved for me.

“I TOOK MY LIFE BACK BY FORCE AND TOOK BACK EVERYTHING THE ENEMY STOLE FROM ME.” It feels so good to be free from those shackles…. You too can get EVERYTHING back that the enemy stole from you including your life!

Enough with me preaching...GO ON AND GET YOUR LIFE BACK!!!

~CONTINUE TO BE BLESSED, ENCOURAGED, & INSPIRED~